i'm in a weird mood these days...
i can't explain it. it's just that whenever i find myself doing something worthwhile i'd end up feeling morose and dispirited in the middle of everything, then somehow convince myself that it wasn't worth the effort anyway.
it's gotten worse lately. sometimes it feels like i'm going in circles.
i think i may need somebody to walk up and to me and give me a shake and say "snap ouf of it!"